D'Arvit

I don’t wanna make a Shakespearean post. I’m sick of good ol’ Will. We’re getting a divorce, *lol*.

What a week!

Gawd. I can’t believe that the First Sem has ended and we’re halfway through the school year! Halfway through this tortuous school year. Five more friggin’ months to go… Just five more…..

The week before before exams was really a hell one. A lot of people I know “broke-down” and cried due to frustration and stress. We were told last year that “4th year is the easiest”! Yeah right. As if. The thing is, when the Blue Batch became seniors, the High School Admin & Coords, knowing that we were such a great batch changed the 4th year curriculum and made it a lot difficult. That and they transferred the gifted teachers to the freshemn year–”for those who need them the most”. Screw the freshmen!

Two weeks ago, I was feeling so pressured and frustrated… Tears of anger started pouring out my eyes… When suddenly, out of the blue, I saw this keychain with a wonderful Bible passage… And then, it dawned upon me:

“And my God will meet all your needs according to his glorious riches in CHRIST JESUS.”
–Phil. 4:19–Phil. 4:19

God really has a sense of humor.

So I took the nice keychain [it was a really cool black leather keychain, with embossed silver words] and hooked it on my black backpack. That “revelation” was a timely one. I mean, why do I worry to much? Why am I so pressured? God provides, dammit! Compared to other people, my worries are, well, shallow. Other people worry if they would still be able to put food on their dinner tables. Others worry about their children’s health. While others, on the other hand, worry if they’re still going to wake up alive tomorrow.

Maybe I am just to busy that I sometimes forget that I’m a Christian–a Roman Catholic, at that. Some people approach me and go, “Pam, you’re Agnostic/Atheist, right?” Hell, NO!!! Even if I dig “The Da Vinci Code”, and “Angels & Demons”, I still have my faith intact. Reading those books had broadened my horizons, yes, but it also made my faith stronger.

Anyway, I so love that passage. It came to me at the right place, and at the right time. God really does have a sense of humor.

Now I know.

What Magical Being Are You? Quiz by Sarah Chow