D’Arvit!

Whoa… It’s been 11 days since I last blogged… [Funny how the word "blog" has quickly evolved into different verb forms... *LoL*]

First of all, I am sorry to say that I lost all my ideas regarding LAMEblogs™. I’ve written the previous blog entry eons ago, thus, I lost my–pardonez-moi for using such Physics-related word–momentum.

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To be true to the title of this blog entry, I am posting the lyrics of my current LSS, Emotion Sickness by the uber-hot group,Silverchair.

Erupt again ignore the pill
And I won’t let it show
Sacrifice the tortures
Orchestral tear cash-flow
Increase delete escape defeat
It’s all that matters to you
Cotton case for an iron pill
Distorted eyes
when everything is clearly dying

Burn my knees and
Burn my knees and
Burn my knees and
E-motion sickness
Addict with no heroine
E-motion sickness
Distorted eyes
when everything is clearly dying

Burn my knees and
Burn my knees and pray
Burn my knees and
Burn my knees and pray
[All my friends say]
Get up get up get up get up
Get up get up get up
Won’t you stop my pain

E-motion sickness
(To idle with an idol)
Addict with no heroine
Good things will pass
It helps with excess access
Lessons learnt

E-motion sickness
(Lost no friendship)
(Corrosive head pollution)
Lessons learnt

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I love the poetry in that song… The cellos and violins in the background also give it an eerie, gothic feel. Wala lang. *wink*

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A LOT of things happened since I last posted here. Hmm… Let’s start with the latest. The UPCAT results were out! I didn’t get in! [Haha… Macy told me last Saturday that Gabbie told her that I was “perky and hyper,” when we bumped into each other at the Palma Hall Annex. Well I wasn’t nervous, and I think that’s a sign that I didn’t pass. But it’s okay. It’s a good thing that I didn’t expect too much. Maybe I really am NOT meant to study in UP anyway.

Honestly, I wanted to get into UP so that I wouldn’t have to decide between ADMU & UST. You see, I am SO INDECISIVE… I see all the pros and cons of a specific path… and it’s so hard not too. And the problem is…

I DON’T KNOW WHAT I REALLY WANT TO BECOME IN THE FUTURE…

Help?