D’Arvit!

First of all, here is my geek code block:


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If you don’t know what the hell I’m talking about, well, sorry.

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I got the letter from Dean Peters yesterday. He said that I just got in the Honors College. *does a happy dance* When I told my brother over Y!M last night, he was like, “so hinde ka na magch chapel hill?”

Honestly, I don’t know yet. They won’t allow me anyway. In Filipino terms, bahala na.

I don’t know. The more I get older, the more indecisive I become.

I was supposed to start doing the paperwork for switching my major from Chemistry to Biology, but then again I couldn’t bring myself to do it. There are two reasons, mainly: a) I’m sure Dr. H would be disappointed, and b) Dr. N would most probably be waving a “I told you so!” sign on my face.

I don’t want to pursue Chem anymore. I thought I loved it–but then I realized, who the hell am I kidding? I hate Chem! I hated it ever since high school… The reason why I started loving it is because my first professor taught it so well.

I would still have to take more Chemistry subjects if I want to pursue Medicine, but at least not in a sickening degree if I majored in it. Oh, and yeah, you heard right–I’ve decided to pursue Medicine after all.

I don’t want to work in a research laboratory. I hate doing the same thing over and over again. I think that by being an MD, I would have many opportunites to  work closely with those people who are in need. I want to attend Med school in the Philippines, too. Aside from the fact that it’s cheaper to do so, I think that nothing beats PGH when it comes to medical training. [PGH? Dream on, Pam. Dream on. :lol:]

I wish I were 16 again. Things were much much simpler back then.

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It’s St. Patrick’s Day today. I never knew that it was such a big deal back here. There are so many parties in Fayetteville and Myrtle Beach tonight… Oh well. I’m still underage anyway.

I was supposed to go with my parents to Fayetteville today [shopping and looking for stuff for the new house], but then again I wasn’t able to finish everything last night. So yeah. I’m holding the fort for today.

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I don’t know when I would be coming back to the Philippines. Originally, my parents thought of allowing me to take a little vacation in July, though at the rate things are going, with my plans for the Summer Session and with the new house getting built, chances are slim.

If not July, maybe December, I was told. Hopefully. *crosses fingers*